i am very envious of people who are highly disciplined. that is the honesty part of it...people who work out, run...people who are organized, people who are task and goal orientated....people who are have strong spiritual disciplines. i am envious of those people. not the people who can for a season be disciplined...but the one's who set out for a life of disciplined action.
i am not one of those people, yet. and, to be honest again, it pisses me off ! i know what is good for me...we all do. if not spiritually then at least health wise, why is it so hard to be disciplined. spending money, managing time, setting priorities, spending time on the important things, spending time with the Lord.
anyway...i am envious. i am thinking through this stuff right now. how do i become more disciplined? i am guessing it isn't just as easy as it sounds. if it were people would just react, i would just set a plan of actions and follow them. the problem isn't the set of actions it is the motive behind the action. i am guessing it goes deeper into another level. or i might just be over thinking it...